Now that’s a good friendship! #friends #itputsthelotion
Hopefully this is the beginning of the end. The end of this frustrating fog which has somehow found a way to remain overheard these last few months. There have been times when it has felt like the winds were shifting and the skies were beginning to clear, but soon those winds changed and the clouds remained.
Well now I know what I’m feeling. Now I know how I’m feeling. Truth is the tank has hit empty. I have no more to give others, no more for myself. I need to find a way to recharge the batteries, physically, mentally, and spiritually. I’ll try any and everything I can to do this. Failure is not an option.
I must do this.
It’s supposed to be getting easier, as time passes, it’s supposed to hurt less. I’m still waiting for it to happen. When will it happen? When will I go to bed not missing you? When will I wake up not hoping you’re next to me? When will I stop wanting to text you each morning and night? I just want to feel indifference towards you. I want to be able to live my life without thoughts of us crossing my mind every few minutes. I’m tired.
When will it happen?